Friday, January 31, 2003

Nobody reads this but still I opine. Nothing much to really talk about today. It's been raining for a couple of days and has really spoiled my shine. But I will persevere because I get to drink tonite, yep drinkin X, that's who I'll be. Don't get it twisted, I'm not a drunk. I mean I don't go to meetings or anything so I don't have a problem. And why do they say denial is the first sign of a problem. Like, if I said yeah I am an alcoholic does that mean I don't have a problem. I can I'm not gay, does that mean I'm gay?? Well, I'm not confused....

Friday, January 17, 2003

Isn't weird how big and bad people get when they are on the internet? They feel like they can talk shit to anybody and this makes them a big man to be feared. I wonder what these people's home life is like. Is this their way to boost their self esteem? On one hand, I think it's pretty sad that a person would need to boost their self esteem by becoming an anonymous username on the internet and talking trash. On the other hand, I think it's funny as hell because some people are so easily satisfied. Every now again, one of them gets to me, not for very long, but long enough for me to show them I can be a smart ass too. But I don't want to be sucked into their game too far so I generally stop conversing with them. You know Jab and Juke, get my shots in, move on.....can you tell I'm really bored today?

Thursday, January 16, 2003

Shortly after my last blog, I had a seizure....no joke. But I'm fine now. Had a good holiday. Getting tired of people asking me if I'm ok but I know it's just because they care.