Nobody reads this but still I opine. Nothing much to really talk about today. It's been raining for a couple of days and has really spoiled my shine. But I will persevere because I get to drink tonite, yep drinkin X, that's who I'll be. Don't get it twisted, I'm not a drunk. I mean I don't go to meetings or anything so I don't have a problem. And why do they say denial is the first sign of a problem. Like, if I said yeah I am an alcoholic does that mean I don't have a problem. I can I'm not gay, does that mean I'm gay?? Well, I'm not confused....