I am ridiculously irritated right now. I feel like this freaking house is falling apart. It's less than ten years old and we yave had leaky roofs, air conditioner repairs (multiple), and now have the beauty of a 92 degree upstairs due to the air conditioning unit breaking down....again.
In other news, it's been nearly two and a half months since I've smoked. I miss it. I miss the release of it, the expectation of it. I haven't been out to the bars in this time either. I simply don't trust myself to not slip a black in. I am proud of myself though as I fully expected to have a relapse in Virginia. Wife in Indiana, it would have been a non-sequitir for me to get a black and mild and finish the day like I used to. But I refrained. I also miss reading and hate that I ever created that connection between a good habit and a bad habit.......
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