I haven't been out of the house for any extended period of time since Sunday. I almost feel like if I do go out and do something fun, that I don't deserve it and I should be at home looking for a job. The no job blues are kicking in this morning. I feel pretty damn useless waking up and not having anything to do but look for a job.

Okay, I gueess I'll just have to keep my head up. It would be easier if I had an outlet like basketball or working out but I would have to join a gym for that and adding additional monthly expenses at this juncture is not the wisest idea I've had recently. So I don't know what to do. I guess I'll have more coffee......